I dont know either this is the best choice,or not. I asked الله to give me peace and tranquility if this marriage is good for us,for our dunya, for our akhirah. And yet, things after things. Life goes, and we both too. But it just us, living a life as a partner, but never have a heart of a partner.
Time goes by. We drive through all thing. I know we both are trying so hard to fix things. At least we tried. This is not yet the last option. We still have a very long journey.
Optimist.
If by the Grace of الله , i am given a chance to fix everything, i will do my utmost. To make sure we both wasnt hurt in anyways. And our kids will growing up in house full of Taqwa. This is what i always wanted to.
Living in Taqwa. Growing my kids with Taqwa.
Kabulkan ya Rabb. Kabulkanlah :,)