Syawal 30 1438H

Gate C

Sultan Mahmood airport, departure hall

1612H

Again. The flight was delayed. But then  it was okay for me since im not rushing to go back for work. I was writing this while my heart was feeling too hard to leave. Wishing to stay for another two or three weeks or maybe months. 

This eid. I was changing my status. Now i'm no longer a queen for myself. I no longer can seat peacefully eating kacang or nasi bungkus since i have to learn on how to do the  housechores( tho i already a professional i still have to learn😝) to cook ( this one really can kills me😂) and everything for my new chapter of life. Maybe silat or taekwando can also listed😂. Seriously i wasnt ready enough but after all, this is every woman dreams. Aint?

In engagement-

Now im wearing the responsibilities to take care of this relationship. And i had read a few articles regarding engagement and sort. So here some of my point of view. My 2 cents on what i feel.

1/ i was really damn (sorry) nervous to start my life with you, but i also can't wait for that day. Not sure why its feel so cheesy inside but then i really feel like there's a storm inside my stomach. Butterfly no longer can live inside😂

2/ Hoping for me to a better woman for you. So i can be the woman who you once and forever in love with. A pious wife which never say no to whatever say you. Like, jom panjat gunung weekend ni! And i willing to wholeheartedly say yes without hesitation😂 

3/ May we both can accept each other flaws as well as we accept each other beauty. May i be the one who will wake you up for fajr though i was sleeping late at 3am. And the table return. Because the power of qiam is forever be the odds that no one ever know❤️ Is this is a can or cannot? Sure lah can kan!❤️

4/ May we both can go through every struggles patiently and will never break each other. We should always love each other, aint?🙈

Okay enough with four points. Dont have any idea to write more.
And so,happy engagement you and me❤️